FAT!!!!

So I looked at my reflection in glass at the gym yesterday after cardio and decided that I have let myself go once again. It's really hard to gain back weight you lost. Not really hard to do just hard to go through. I hate it. I hate not fitting in clothes. I hate man boobs and I hate feeling out of shape when I worked so hard to get in shape. I wanna be back at 195 but don't know if I have the discipline to do it again. It's a huge commitment and I love food a little too much. So once again I will commit myself to try and hopefully I don't get derailed next week by a cold or some other stupid thing.

My Favorite Winter albums

So you know how an album can totally capture a time of year? Well this a list of my favorite winter albums. Ones that make me want to enjoy the snow.

1. Brand New- The Devil and God are Raging Inside of Me

2. Block Party- Silent Alarm

3. Ryan Adams- Heartbreaker

4. Copeland - Underneath Cork Tree

5. American Football- American Football

6. Sigur Ros- ()


these were in no order and def. not all of them and could be open to
revision.

see it already was revised.

acquired tastes

People always say you have to acquire the taste of beer or coffee or something else that tastes bad to most people. Well let me be the first to say I love coffee and I love.. DARK beer. I don't drink that nasty light or lite beer. I don't drink nasty gas station coffee. I'm particular. I think anyone who drinks those beers is not in any way shape or form drinking them because of taste. A good oatmeal stout, now that has flavor. I could go into the whole christian element right now and debate whether alcohol is wrong. As someone who used to consider it wrong I can understand your point of view. If you abuse it then it can be a totally bad thing. But the bible warns of the abuse and being held captive by it. If I'm addicted to fast food or tv or caffine it would have the same effect on my life. It would suck time, money, and enjoyment out of it. So this is my stance. I am old and smart enough to regulate myself, I don't get drunk, I don't drink excessively, and it would be out of the ordinary for me to drink 5 beers in a month. But enough of all that. I do really enjoy coffee. I love sipping it on a winter morning while I'm relaxing and taking my morning slow. Unfortunately I have allowed myself to become a little too fond of Starbucks mochas. I love them and I want them all the time. Is that so wrong? Probably since they cost 3 or 4 bucks depending on size. It's all Davy Rudolph's fault. He introduced me to the devil. I didn't even like hot drinks at Starbucks. See how it can twist something so pure?

on a different note this blog has been a little too serious so far. I think I need to have more fun...

did you know....???

that there is a place called Spread Eagle, Wisconsin? Seriously it exsists... Look it up on google. How do you not change the name of that town over the course of time? This is just one of the many great things I find on applications sent into work. Also, is it morbid to read death certificates? I can't not look at a death cert when it comes in. Even worse, when it's a natural death I get disappointed. Anything short of a shark attack or guy falling off a rock while retrieving a golf ball is dissapointing. But after a guy who's legal name was Cool Joe Cool (no joke.. death certs are official) and he dies riding a motorcycle it's all downhill from there. The cheesiest one I've had that just displays how much I love a bad joke was Herbert Mantooth DDS. Well, I thought it was funny but in my defense it was 2am.

the Kings of Leon- Only By the Night

Never hit tab on facebook.... a wonderful lesson I learned while writing this note. So now that I'm typing this the second time you won't get the briliance I once had prepared for you thanks to the ridiculous fact that if you hit tab on facebook it aparently sends you back to the previous page....I first heard The Kings of Leon while working for American Eagle. Every couple months they change out a disc of about three hours of songs for (sometimes) a new batch. When you hear the same songs over and over again some grow on you and you decide to go check out the artist. The Kings were one of the many bands I ended up checking out because of their selection. The are also one of the only ones I still listen to. Mainly because of their growth from album to album which is a quality that seems so rare these days. When I first heard the kings they were unlike any band I was listening to at the time. They had this great southern sound with catchy songs and great musicianship. Nevermind the fact that I couldn't understand the lyrics or make sense of the ones I could understand. It was just a fun band to listen to, no need for lyrical depth.With their new album Only by the Night out only a year or so after their previous release I wondered what kind of album they could really make in that short amount of time. Many bands have turned around right after a succesful album and released crap to make more money. So my immediate reaction was well they found success over in Brittain with Because of the Times so the must have decided to cash in on their success there. I'm about three full listens into Only by the Night I can honeslty say it's not what I expected. It's even better than Because... For the first time on a Kings album the lyrics make sense (for the most part). You can understand Caleb Followills vocals. I actually have always enjoyed Calebs southern draw and his vocal stylings. It's one of the things that makes the band unique, but he adds clarity to his melodies and really puts a lot more touch on his annunciation. The sounds are more polished but not in a "studio" way. Their evolution from a southern rock band to one of the best indie bands out there has been etched by spacey delay ridden guitars and great melodies. The Kings of Leon are emerging as one of my favorite bands. Strictly based on their ability to grow with each record and not getting in that rut of making the same album or songs over. "Use Somebody" for sure has to be their second single for sure. This song has the ability to cross over to multiple tastes in music and could really put them in a place to gain some momentum here in America in addition to their huge success in England and abroad. I'm not going to go through the album track by track because well, I've accomplished my goal of having something to do at work. So, my suggestion is that if you were on the fence about The Kings of Leon, or you have never heard them. Then go check out Only Because of the Night because dare I say... I think it might be my favorite album of 08.

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so I have a blog now

this blog is a direct result of work being incredibly boring when working the day shift. more to come...